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Thoughts about life

Sometimes I feel sad and/or depressed.  Maybe it’s because I’m not spiritually healthy enough.  Or maybe it’s because I’m not physically healthy enough.  Maybe I have some kind of physical problem to cause it.  Maybe there is sin in my life that is causing it or maybe I’m just tired.  If I say it’s physical and it’s not something like thyroid or something or maybe even if it is maybe it’s still sin.  I’m definitely too self focused.  I know how to help other people and what to say to them but sometimes I’m not sure how to apply those same things to my life.  Sometimes I think people can know or not know you’re sad maybe and not do anything about it.  Maybe they are too consumed with themselves or they feel they know why you are depressed.  I’m not sure why we don’t try harder to find out what’s going on in a persons life or why we can be so self consumed? I can be so self consumed though so it makes sense that others would be.  Some...

Being content

I don’t think the devil wants us to be content.  Every time we think we are content he comes along and is like I don’t like this and I don’t want this.  If you are content in being single everybody will want you to be in a relationship and wonder what’s wrong with you and why you are not married.  If you are married they will wonder why you are not married.  If you are graduating people will wonder what your plans are and what you are going to do for your future.  People have wanted me to have a 5 year plan but I don’t even have a 5 day plan much less a five year plan.  All I can say is I know God has opened and closed the doors that He has wanted to close and open for me.  I have walked in faith knowing that He will reveal His Will for me and He has.  Maybe I haven’t done everything perfectly and I have not always followed Him perfectly but I have sought to follow Him with all of my heart.  There are some things I wonder should I really have...